I am struggling, however, you get me from top to bottom. Yet I am still struggling. But death is quiet, not painful. Every day there are people who only wished that I already would be in a grave. Sometimes I have my emo moments, sometimes I can show them .. There are those moments I wished for nothing better than to lie buried.

But I have reasons to why I'm still here.
I would rather go through the hell that I do than to see my friends suffer from what I did. At those moments, you are the ones who cares and gets the tears away from my face, just so you know, well you already know, i will always love you <3